Sometimes I wish that I could see
Just what the future holds for me
Is it worth the struggle to survive
Is it worth the pain to stay alive
Or rather .. knock upon Death's door
And say "I can't take anymore"
Sometimes it's very hard to stay
Alive for even one more day

Yet other times I'm very glad
And think "Life's really not that bad"
My body's tired .. my mind is too
That's why I'm not sure what to do
If I could only know for sure
Just what the future holds in store.

©Sharon Langan